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| User: | imperfectious (392075)
Rechtfertigung ist Tugendhaft.
"Justification is Virtuous"
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| Name: | __phobia |
| Website: | Study Abroad 2005 [6] Pictures |
| Location: | Tübingen, Germany |
| Birthdate: | 1985-06-20 |
| Bio: | I can't honestly say that I know what I should be putting in my bio. Life is about self-discovery, and I'm only eighteen nineteen 20 years old. I have a vast amount of life left to live. My main goal and purpose in life is to find myself. I know, most people want to become movie stars and make lots of money. That's not what I'm about. I am about learning to live with myself, changing myself to fit the person that I want to be, and being happy with life in general. Nothing is perfect, as they say. I'd say that I have to disagree with that. Reality is what you make it. Nothing is real. Everything is a figment of our imagination, and we are the very individuals that so often hold ourselves back from accomplishing what it is that we want to do. We blame other people for our mistakes, we are selfish, and we indulge in things that we will later find ourselves bitching uncontrollably about. Why do we as human beings do this? Are we really the strongest aspect of this world? What necessarily makes us better than deer, or dogs, or a meager flea for that matter? Everything functions with the state of mind we are in at the moment of thought. What is life really about? What are we really here for? What's my purpose in life? I don't expect you to answer this for me. Hopefully I will be able to answer it for myself one day...
For those of you that do want to at least know a little about me before adding me to your friend list. I have green red blue hair at the moment. It will most likely be Carolina Blue purple soon. I am a freshman SOPHOMORE JUNIOR at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill Eberhard Karls Universität Tübingen. My said major is biology with a focus on pre-medicine is anthropology with a focus on medical anthropology. is German/Education with a minor in Music and History double major. Hopefully I'll teach German in high school after I graduate, and then move to Germany and teach English. If you care to see pictures of... stuff, then by all means, click here. If you want to see pictures from my study abroad in Germany, then click here. I'm not entirely happy with my self image, but I can damn well learn to be. Or, I could change that for myself. I'm often depressed, or a self-diagnosed bipolar, I suppose you could say. Why don't I do anything about it? Because I don't want people I don't trust probing at my brain. I don't trust anyone, myself included usually. Plus, I'm stubborn. I don't take "medication" for anything, and I don't plan on ever doing so. My outlook on life has varied from the shit I just crossed out. I haven't been entirely depressed in a long time. I've been a lot happier with myself and life in general lately. I've found my love, and he makes me very happy. Hopefully Kodi and I will spend the rest of our lives together. :) I play tenor sax in The Pride of the ACC's Marching Tar Heels. (Past instuments that I've played are clarinet, bass-clarinet, contra-bass clarinet, and french horn.) I'm a Teaching Fellow, a member of Heels to Heaven (a co-ed singing group)and a "brother" of Mu Beta Psi, a co-ed music fraternity here on campus, member of German Club (Yay, I'll be living in Deutschland Haus next term year on July 30! coming home from Germany on July 29!)
, a volunteer for COFFEE Talk ( a group that teaches English to ESL people), and I'm in other various organizations. I suppose this is enough for you to decide if you like me or not. Like minded souls are good, but opposites do attract.
I've Graduated! Starting Grad School in June!
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| Memories:: | 60 entries |
| Interests: | 87: aim, alcohol, alternative rock, amy lee, anne rice, art, assemblage 23, black, bracelets, bright eyes, brutal honesty, chatting, computers, concerts, dancing, deutschland, digital cameras, dirge factory, disturbed, emo, evanescence, existentialism, feminism, forensic pathology, freedom, friends, gemini, german, germans, goth, guitarists, hair dye, halloween, handcuffs, hard rock, harry potter, hawthorne heights, homosexualism, illustrations, inconsistancy, individualism, industrial, inside jokes, inspiration, intelligence, jimmy urine, journals, kindness, lords of acid, love, lovers, loyalty, makeup, metal, mindless self indulgence, modest mouse, mosh pits, music, musicians, neitzsche, nine inch nails, north carolina, ozzy osbourne, photographs, photography, piercings, plaid, poetry, punk, punk rock, reading, rocky, romanticism, safety pins, self knowledge, singing, staying up late, striped stuff, tarheels, tattoos, tenor sax, tuebingen, unc, vampires, writing, xoxo, ♥ |
| Schools: | Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry - Hogsmeade, Scotland - Highland, United Kingdom (2000 - 2003)
University of North Carolina - Chapel Hill - Chapel Hill, NC (2003 - 2005)
Eberhard Karls Universität Tübingen - Tübingen, Baden-Württemberg, Germany (2005 - present)
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